I broke again yesterday. Today I woke up and took action. I will see my doctor shortly. I cleared my space of the clutter that has taken over. I opened the curtains and I blasted "Fight song" by Rachel Patten.
A day like yesterday can not happen again. I will once again fight for my life only this time I won't be beaten. I have anger. It's a feeling, a feeling I can work with. I will use this and make a god damn difference.
When I return to you tonight I will have knowledge, a plan, and a drive for better. Stay tuned because PTSD will not kill me, my Mother will not kill me, my pain will not steal from me what is rightfully mine. I will fight. We will fight. This will not be the end, this will be the beginning of a life I only dreamed of having.
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